So the magic begins

It has been a while of searching, processing and looking for the best way to find magic-share magic- feel magic. The fear of not being able to share in a way that is helpful or to appear to much or silly (not the fun silly but the foolish) the feeling of not being ready not being prepared. The fear that my grammar, spelling and content was not there, That I have not the qualities of someone who others would care to read or listen to. These may still be true but there is also a deep desire that I need to create, and that maybe others would want to come along. It is something that my students have taught me. The Work that I felt had not ground- no feet to stand on- I realize that even a baby has to stand on their chubby round feet in order to learn to walk. I tell my students this everyday, yet I have been crawling in the shadows. If no one ends up reading this cool, my thoughts are safe and I have nothing to fear… but if others do find this and wish to read and come along on my quest. To weather it is to watch me fall and flounder or change into something and be used to create something great that feels like a win. If it gives others the freedom to make, to laugh, to question. I say lets go! So here we are. The baby bird standing at the edge of the nest trying to not look down but instead out to the next branch. Let’s find some magic in what ever form that takes!